Night Rain

One of my favourite sights. And my favourite weather.

I find this inspiring. Night rain. I could look at the rain falling down for hours non-stop... the whole night. I don't know why, it inspires me. Unlike many people, it changes my mood... for better.








pictures not taken by me

What. I'm 19 already?

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Paul's Story part 2

(this is part 2, please make sure you read part 1 published on April 10, 2011 before reading this).


So it was March 2009 when Paul met this girl not like any other he met before. He never saw a girl like that before, he was amazed and at the same time, captivated and excited. They seemed to understand each other more than well, they didn't seem to have any trouble finding out what to say to each other, they were always had something to talk about. Hours passed by with the conversation, they talked about all things like music, anime and politics and it didn't take long for them to start exchanging stories with a higher degree of intimacy that made the temperature rise.

When Paul let Mike know about this, he was skeptic as always. "dude, don't even know what she looks like in the first place!" (the picture she sent him was very hard to belive it was actually her on it and she doesn't have webcam and only showed one picture or two. But Paul, being passive as he is, didn't demand her to buy one either).

With this said, Paul gave Mike a chance to know the girl as well. After 30 minutes of conversation, he thought: "She's being too easy, something's not right here..." He later decided to do further research about this girl (facebook, etc).

Meanwhile, Paul was still enchanted with her but it didn't take long for her to change her attitude towards him. He began recieving one word replies which began to get colder and colder everytime. She wasn't the same anymore. He let her take the dominant role in their so called "relationship". No matter what she said, being the pacifist that he is, Paul always controlled his temper, kept his cool (appearently, that is. In real life he was thinking all sorts of bad stuff behind his computer screen) and took the blame for everything. He let it all out on Mike. Mike was like the shoulder who was always there to listen to his problems, thoughts, rants and laments and ready to give advice or humor him up (Mike has an impressive sense of humor and likes to make other people laugh and he does it quite easily).
In short, he was a friend.


One day, when Paul saw Connie logging in to her MSN, he tried to talk to her as usual. Except, it wasn't Connie who was there. It was a person called "Bryce" who claimed to be her boyfriend. (gotta love the anonymousity the internet gives us. I mean, how do you know that that 18 year old girl you talk with everyday is not actually a 37 year old man who's up to no good?)
So as I was saying, this Bryce who claimed to be Connie's boyfriend started talking harshly to Paul. Here's a part of the log:

Bryce says:
I know you and Connie got something going on.

Paul says:
... where's Connie?

Bryce says:
And once I find out, she's so dead.


Then "she" went offline. Paul was shocked. He wasn't quite sure of what just happened and didn't even know what to think.
He naturally became worried and that was notisable in his daily activities. He just wasn't the same anymore. No smile.



(author's comment: *siiiigh* This is so long. Writing this is a nightmare. But I already started so now I gotta finish it.... D: !)



Later that day, she went online again. This time she told Paul the stupidest bullshit of a story ever to explain him what happened. She said that she didn't know her boyfriend was there, appologized for it and said he's actually her ex and best of all, that's she's going to run away from home. She said her mother hated her (long story) and that she was going to divorce her second husband which is not Connie's father. Paul however, accepted this bullshit probably because he loved her and so it was pretty easy to belive what she said.
When he told Mike about all this, his reaction was "bullshit, man. bullshit. There's definitely something going on". Mike had an idea. He signed up for the anime site Paul and Connie first met and pretended he didn't know her. Her original account was deleted, but after about an hour of research he found a user which had the exact same profile as Connie did except this time her real name was "Ally". He sent her a message, got her msn, talked about anime for a while with the help of Paul and they had no doubts now. It was definitely Connie. The way she writes and spells, definitely hers. Oh, and she also changed msn.

Time to ask her for a picture.

Both Paul and Mike were shocked. The picture was not the same. She was half black!

Paul then angrily shoved Mike aside and took over the computer. After he told who he was, he asked her WHY? WHY WHY WHY? EVERYTHING I EVER BELIVED IN... MY DREAM... GONE! WHY? I FEEL SO BROKEN. I FEEL LIKE SHIT, OMFG.


This was goodbye forever. The reason that made her go so far with it? nobody knows.

--the end--


YOU CAN'T IMAGINE HOW MUCH WORK I HAD TO WRITE THIS ALL. I WILL NEVER DO A POST LIKE THIS ONE AGAIN IN A MILLION YEARS :'3333



PS - this story does not reflect my beliefs or opinions and although it is based on real events, I made up some of it.

Paul's Story Part 1

Hi, my name's Chris and I'm here to tell you a story that is highly based on what really happened in real life.

It's early March 2009. Paul who had just turned 20 years old a couple of weeks back, unlike many other guys around his age, is mostly a loner. He likes to spend his time at home doing individual activities such as playing video games, listening to trance and electronic music and watching Japanese animation (which we call anime). He's usually silent, mature, imparcial, neutral yet gullible, easily influenced and manipulated by others.

Paul and Mike were good friends. They were friends who shared several interests, many stories and secrets. They were best friends. However unlike Paul, Mike was a much more open person who is not afraid to say what he thinks and how he feels to others. He got a stronger personality and is not so easily manipulated and is often skeptic.

So one day in that month, Paul met this girl on the internet named "Connie". Or so he though. We'll get right back to that.
So Paul and Connie who met each other is the most likely place possible (a forum about anime xDD) and quickly become good friends. They got along really well and shared all kinds of stories and thoughts some even more intimate.
Could this be that Paul found the girl he was looking for so long?

It's 3:21am here now so stay tuned for part 2 comming tomorrow


---End of part one---

Long day tomorrow

Early in the morning I will go to a field trip with my class tomorrow to far away. We're gonna a distance of about half the country to see some thing I'm not even sure what it is. I'm just going because my friends are going to too and the most important is the doing something together with them. Socialize :P

Leaving my hometown at 7:30am (ouch!) and comming back at 8pm. woah, 12 hours?

And this will the second last school day before the Spring break. Wonderful! Now I only have 1 more boring day. During the holidays I will be quite busy studying maths though x.x

I won't take a camera so if my friends take any pictures I will post them here. Otherwise, no pictures for anyone.



Also, LMFAO!! No wonder this got 59 million views... brilliant xD



White and nerdy... damn, I'd hate to be one of those...


You should check out "Weird Al" Yankovic if you're familiar with famous American artists.

What a day

April fools... funny day. You can say whatever you want and be whoever you are for a day. The challenge here is making others belive your stories :P

But it's not because of that that I had a weird day. It's the small things. The small things are the most important in life, life is made of many small things!

It's one hell of a long story and I'm too lazy to post it here now... so maybe next time :3

Anyways, time goes by, no time to think about it xP

Eminem's "superman" song says "girls, they come they go" That would be true for most people. But by this point, everyone should know I'm normal so neither of these apply to me. They don't come or go, hahaah... I'm jk


I've been having one heck as a time finding news, codes and images to post on my school project's website. Our website is about new technologies and gaming but well, here I am writing this at nearly 1am xD I wonder if anyone even reads this?

8 Mile

Yup... it's already been 9 years since the this drama film first saw the daylight... And the funny thing is, it's still my favourite movie. Well, I didn't watch it for the first time on the year that it came out, 2002, because although I was already a big Eminem fan back then, I was only 10 years old. I mean, would you let a 10 year old kid watch an R-rated movie meant for people aged 18+? :3

I remember that first time I saw this movie was in 2007, the year that I started to get much more into movies and a lot less into cartoons and kiddies shows. I was in a class and I was talking with my friends about our favourite movies. At a point, I said "a movie I always wanted to watch is 8 Mile and I'll watch it as soon as I can!". So I came back home that day and downloaded it (shhhhh!).

Ok, so most people already heard of a certain rapper called "Eminem" or "Slim Shady" in his old days, right? Well, this is his biographic movie! It's about his early life before he was a famous rapper. If you're familiar with his songs, you should already know what it was like but if not, it may surprise you that he was poor, dropped school at age 16, worked in several minimum wage jobs such as clerk at a gas station, working in a car recycling factory or even working in Burger King, had frequent problems with drugs, his relationship with his mom was very difficult and was divorced from his wife whom he had a daughter with (and lives with him). His daughter is around 5 years old or so in the movie.

Ironically, all these same problems going on in his life will inspire him on the writing of his rap songs. It's like the fuel that he needs for the fire to burn.


The story describes well the urban life in the lower classes of cities like Detroit (where he lived). This movie came out in the best time for Eminem, the peak of his popularity when everyone was talking about him so I think the year was well chosen. I think it's a good idea when directors make movies based on stories that happened in real life.

This goes to show you that you don't need a big budget to make a good movie.

I watched this movie twice more both times in 2010 and it will be on tv this weekend... This time I will watch it with my brother. I'm curious to see if they will censour some parts.


I will finish by saying that so far, this is the best movie ever made in my opinion almost 10 years later, it still rocks.

Some carefully selected images :3