That makes it 2!

Woah, it's been 2 months already... Seems like yesterday I wrote in this same blog the post regarding our first month together...

I'm happy with you as my girlfriend, it's true. You're the only sunshine in my life, the reason that makes me smile everyday. I can't imagine life without you now.
It was indeed a special day today. Regardless of our little meaningless temporary disagreements, even I was impressed I could say those things to you, in "our moment". Sometimes it's not easy to honestly say what goes in my heart. But those words, I really meant them.

My new wish now, other than of course keeping this relationship, is that I meet you this summer, we have a good time, our relationship grows and we both became completely sure of what we already have in our minds: I wanna spend my life with you :) oh, what am I saying... I'm already sure I want it. But just to confirm, you know. haha... :P You will be more than welcome to annoy me anytime you want, hahah... In return, I will be more than happy to be annoyed by you... you only Jie <3 But that means you have to put up with me too. Poor you ;)
Anyway, at least after we meet we can already say we're in love with someone we already met before... But obviously, that won't change the fact that in the first 3 months of our relationship we never have and we were in love in a way like this... Yeah, it's something magical and unique. Our story is one of a kind :) haha... it's quite a story to tell our friends at some stage, huh?...

In this month you definitely matured as the woman you are. I can feel it. You learned how to take care of yourself better now, how to defend yourself better from other people saying things about you (joking or not), to act more responsable... In short, you're becoming quite a woman. Jealous little girl? We all have our own way of being jealous, like it or not. And we all got our inner child inside of us.
Sometimes I admit that I act that way you said too. We all have those moments, honey. That's what makes us ourselves.

Love is not about money. It's not about skin colour, distance, nationality, beliefs. It's about a special unique kind of connection 2 people have between them but yes, not everyone is able to find that connection... I don't want to jump to conclusions yet but right now I think I found mine already... Please tell me I'm correct and I'm a lucky one :) A little more time will give me the answer.


To finish I want to promise you:
I will give my heart and soul to ensure your patience was worth it. To ensure our efforts weren't in vain, but most importantly, to make sure you won't get hurt in the end. You will see. If 2 people are meant for each other, if it is true love, it will all be worthwhile. I'm no expert but I can assure you that.
I really hope this is the ending we get, babe.




Here's a crappy image I made. That paper was blank when I took this photo in 2008 but with my awesome photoshop skills I wrote something there (tried to at least!) hahah ;) this is just for you to laugh ;D


(Click the image to see it bigger ;) )



I love you Jie Liang. Always.

Stick Together

I will take you forever with me and never let you go... :)

Night Walk

I just came back home from a night walk. Alone. I went out walking around searching for nothing... nothing? Actually, I was searching for meaning in life. Searching it in my thoughts but walking for nothing.

Just me and the calm night. I walk around the neighbourhood with nobody on the streets. I'm the only one. I can do whatever I want, nobody sees. Complete silence of the night. Yet if I screamed, everyone would open their windows to see what's going on.




I sit alone thinking.

Will I find myself?

Born To Teach?

Recently I've been having this thought in the back of my head... What if I used my language learning gift and the patient personality trait I have and became a teacher? But not any kind of teacher. I was thinking maybe I could be an English or Portuguese teacher in China. Definitely sounds like a job I would like to have. And after I was informed that foreign teachers make good money at the end of the month, I become even more interested.

Yeah, I realize that being a teacher is not all rainbows and butterflies but I believe I'm the right kind of person for that job.
I remember earlier this year when I did my oral presentation in my Portuguese language class, I got a topic which was all about national and European history. My topic was the French Revolutions of 1789 and the French invasions of Portugal. Being an oral presentation, we can't do anything other than stand up and just talk to the class but everyone took a paper with them to take a peek at their topics ;) I was the only one who didn't take a paper. Even my teacher was surprised, hahah xD
At the end of my presentation, many of my friends and my teacher said I would make a good history teacher because I can explain the details well!

It's very practical if things stay the way they are now because my girlfriend wouldn't need to move out of her motherland and I would have a new country, something I've always wanted...

I'm aware of how it's like in China, it's not really the most free country out there, in fact, it's got very manipulated news sources and questioning political decisions is something to be done at home only, but I'm still willing to spend my life in it if I spend it with HER... :)
Besides, It's far from being the worst out there too.

Now I need to focus on earning at least a bachelor's degree so that I have better chances of getting the job. Okay, let's do this!



Heheh... so maybe I will follow someone's footsteps? Yeah, I think that's really what I want.

wooot!!

woooooo!! I'm so excited!!! haha!! :)) too excited to even write the reason why :PP jk, I'll write it later :P

:)

Eu sempre estarei contigo. És única e não ha ninguém como tu.

When I'm tired

I did some research, and I found this question on yahoo answers:

Title: "Why do I feel depressed when I'm tired?"
"Every night when i get tired, I start to hate the world more, miss my girlfriend more and listen to angrier music. Does anyone else feel this way? It's really beginning to get old."

Funny, this guy has exactly the same problem I do, except I don't get depressed. Just I get the feeling I'm not doing anything right,


Voted answer:

"Yes,tiredness can cause multiple comlications to anybody,but especially those suffering from a mental issue.

Think about it like this...in war times...sleep DEPRAVATION is OFTEN used as a form of TORTURE...so that shows how POWERFUL it can effect both mind AND body:-(

I'd try to avoid that type of music...music can have a HUGE impact on emotions in some people,you'll just aggervate yourself/your depression more:-("


Well, it's hard to explain. But when I don't sleep enough, I have even more mood swings than a girl having her period :)
One moment I'm normal, the next I feel blue, 5 minutes later in okay already...