What happened to you? you used to be cool, you used to be nice, unique, talkative when you feel confortable, had strong wishes and desires.... now I just see you doing what others want you to do, no power of will, cold, distant... This is not the girl I once loved. Gotta ask yourself the question: Who are you now? The time we spent talking about everything and nothing, doing everything and nothing together... Those times now seem so far away. And the new you with all the problems seems here to stay. I can't believe this happened to you.
I loved you from head to toes but those people who are influencing you are people who can't fool me. You were a great girl always happy, always smiling, now you always have a drama face, I see you losing the spark day by day, week by week. Stop it. Everyone already noticed that you don't have a happy face.
You have your whole life ahead, be careful what you wanna do and what you wanna be. Be yourself.
Monday, June 4, 2012
Tuesday, February 21, 2012
Dear you,
Everytime I listen to Simple Plan, I think of you.
Everytime I think of earrings, I think of you.
Everytime I think of China, I think of you.
Everytime I think about Christmas, I think of you.
Everytime I think of cookie, I think of you.
Everytime I think of foreign languages, I think of you.
Everytime I eat something spicy, I think of you.
Everytime I think of sex, I think of you.
Everytime I smile, I think of you.
Everytime I take a shower, I wish you were at my side.
Everytime I go to sleep, I wish you were on the bed laying next to me.
Everytime I think of you, I wanna cry.
Everytime I think of earrings, I think of you.
Everytime I think of China, I think of you.
Everytime I think about Christmas, I think of you.
Everytime I think of cookie, I think of you.
Everytime I think of foreign languages, I think of you.
Everytime I eat something spicy, I think of you.
Everytime I think of sex, I think of you.
Everytime I smile, I think of you.
Everytime I take a shower, I wish you were at my side.
Everytime I go to sleep, I wish you were on the bed laying next to me.
Everytime I think of you, I wanna cry.
Thursday, February 9, 2012
tired
Dear you,
It's 12:36pm right now and I woke up an hour ago. I stayed up until 5:30am here on the pc, I never stayed up so late in my life on the pc to try and talk to you and fix our arguement, appologize and make things right again.
I was very sleepy and tried to best to hold on as much as I could but you just acted like you didn't give 2 shits about me. yes, I realize you were upset.
I went to sleep with things unsolved.
When I woke up at 11am (i had 6 miserable hours of sleep), I checked my cell phone. It had a message from you at 7:14am saying "if you wanna make things right, meet me on qq now".
I stayed up until 5:30am to solve it, I was very sleepy and tired so I went to bed and your message did not wake me up. I do want to make things right, trust me, that's my number 1 wish right now, but I would really appreaciate if you thought about my side too and give me another chance.
Sincerely,
Mr. Know it all.
It's 12:36pm right now and I woke up an hour ago. I stayed up until 5:30am here on the pc, I never stayed up so late in my life on the pc to try and talk to you and fix our arguement, appologize and make things right again.
I was very sleepy and tried to best to hold on as much as I could but you just acted like you didn't give 2 shits about me. yes, I realize you were upset.
I went to sleep with things unsolved.
When I woke up at 11am (i had 6 miserable hours of sleep), I checked my cell phone. It had a message from you at 7:14am saying "if you wanna make things right, meet me on qq now".
I stayed up until 5:30am to solve it, I was very sleepy and tired so I went to bed and your message did not wake me up. I do want to make things right, trust me, that's my number 1 wish right now, but I would really appreaciate if you thought about my side too and give me another chance.
Sincerely,
Mr. Know it all.
Monday, February 6, 2012
The day I saw snow again
My name's Chris. I was born in an average country to an average family in an average city. Not rich, not poor country. Middle class family. Average size city.
When i was a kid, i went to Serra da Estrela, the highest mountain in Portugal with my family on a family weekend visit. It's a place known for having snow every winter. I was just 7 years old. And then... I saw snow once again on January 29, 2006. Yup... I remember the exact day. It was a day to remember. I was 13, nearly 14.
That time was a special occasion because i saw snow on my hometown.
When i was a kid, i went to Serra da Estrela, the highest mountain in Portugal with my family on a family weekend visit. It's a place known for having snow every winter. I was just 7 years old. And then... I saw snow once again on January 29, 2006. Yup... I remember the exact day. It was a day to remember. I was 13, nearly 14.
That time was a special occasion because i saw snow on my hometown.
Saturday, October 29, 2011
Saturday, August 13, 2011
three
How ironic that I'm updating this exactly one month after my last update.
This time, I'm gonna be short because I pretty much said to you directly what I wanted to say.
Wo ai wo de nv peng you :)
it's looking really good for us.Keep going! :)
always.
This time, I'm gonna be short because I pretty much said to you directly what I wanted to say.
Wo ai wo de nv peng you :)
it's looking really good for us.Keep going! :)
always.
Tuesday, July 12, 2011
That makes it 2!
Woah, it's been 2 months already... Seems like yesterday I wrote in this same blog the post regarding our first month together...
I'm happy with you as my girlfriend, it's true. You're the only sunshine in my life, the reason that makes me smile everyday. I can't imagine life without you now.
It was indeed a special day today. Regardless of our little meaningless temporary disagreements, even I was impressed I could say those things to you, in "our moment". Sometimes it's not easy to honestly say what goes in my heart. But those words, I really meant them.
My new wish now, other than of course keeping this relationship, is that I meet you this summer, we have a good time, our relationship grows and we both became completely sure of what we already have in our minds: I wanna spend my life with you :) oh, what am I saying... I'm already sure I want it. But just to confirm, you know. haha... :P You will be more than welcome to annoy me anytime you want, hahah... In return, I will be more than happy to be annoyed by you... you only Jie <3 But that means you have to put up with me too. Poor you ;)
Anyway, at least after we meet we can already say we're in love with someone we already met before... But obviously, that won't change the fact that in the first 3 months of our relationship we never have and we were in love in a way like this... Yeah, it's something magical and unique. Our story is one of a kind :) haha... it's quite a story to tell our friends at some stage, huh?...
In this month you definitely matured as the woman you are. I can feel it. You learned how to take care of yourself better now, how to defend yourself better from other people saying things about you (joking or not), to act more responsable... In short, you're becoming quite a woman. Jealous little girl? We all have our own way of being jealous, like it or not. And we all got our inner child inside of us.
Sometimes I admit that I act that way you said too. We all have those moments, honey. That's what makes us ourselves.
Love is not about money. It's not about skin colour, distance, nationality, beliefs. It's about a special unique kind of connection 2 people have between them but yes, not everyone is able to find that connection... I don't want to jump to conclusions yet but right now I think I found mine already... Please tell me I'm correct and I'm a lucky one :) A little more time will give me the answer.
To finish I want to promise you:
I will give my heart and soul to ensure your patience was worth it. To ensure our efforts weren't in vain, but most importantly, to make sure you won't get hurt in the end. You will see. If 2 people are meant for each other, if it is true love, it will all be worthwhile. I'm no expert but I can assure you that.
I really hope this is the ending we get, babe.
Here's a crappy image I made. That paper was blank when I took this photo in 2008 but with my awesome photoshop skills I wrote something there (tried to at least!) hahah ;) this is just for you to laugh ;D
(Click the image to see it bigger ;) )
I love you Jie Liang. Always.
I'm happy with you as my girlfriend, it's true. You're the only sunshine in my life, the reason that makes me smile everyday. I can't imagine life without you now.
It was indeed a special day today. Regardless of our little meaningless temporary disagreements, even I was impressed I could say those things to you, in "our moment". Sometimes it's not easy to honestly say what goes in my heart. But those words, I really meant them.
My new wish now, other than of course keeping this relationship, is that I meet you this summer, we have a good time, our relationship grows and we both became completely sure of what we already have in our minds: I wanna spend my life with you :) oh, what am I saying... I'm already sure I want it. But just to confirm, you know. haha... :P You will be more than welcome to annoy me anytime you want, hahah... In return, I will be more than happy to be annoyed by you... you only Jie <3 But that means you have to put up with me too. Poor you ;)
Anyway, at least after we meet we can already say we're in love with someone we already met before... But obviously, that won't change the fact that in the first 3 months of our relationship we never have and we were in love in a way like this... Yeah, it's something magical and unique. Our story is one of a kind :) haha... it's quite a story to tell our friends at some stage, huh?...
In this month you definitely matured as the woman you are. I can feel it. You learned how to take care of yourself better now, how to defend yourself better from other people saying things about you (joking or not), to act more responsable... In short, you're becoming quite a woman. Jealous little girl? We all have our own way of being jealous, like it or not. And we all got our inner child inside of us.
Sometimes I admit that I act that way you said too. We all have those moments, honey. That's what makes us ourselves.
Love is not about money. It's not about skin colour, distance, nationality, beliefs. It's about a special unique kind of connection 2 people have between them but yes, not everyone is able to find that connection... I don't want to jump to conclusions yet but right now I think I found mine already... Please tell me I'm correct and I'm a lucky one :) A little more time will give me the answer.
To finish I want to promise you:
I will give my heart and soul to ensure your patience was worth it. To ensure our efforts weren't in vain, but most importantly, to make sure you won't get hurt in the end. You will see. If 2 people are meant for each other, if it is true love, it will all be worthwhile. I'm no expert but I can assure you that.
I really hope this is the ending we get, babe.
Here's a crappy image I made. That paper was blank when I took this photo in 2008 but with my awesome photoshop skills I wrote something there (tried to at least!) hahah ;) this is just for you to laugh ;D
(Click the image to see it bigger ;) )
I love you Jie Liang. Always.
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