You used to be cool

What happened to you? you used to be cool, you used to be nice, unique, talkative when you feel confortable, had strong wishes and desires.... now I just see you doing what others want you to do, no power of will, cold, distant... This is not the girl I once loved. Gotta ask yourself the question: Who are you now? The time we spent talking about everything and nothing, doing everything and nothing together... Those times now seem so far away. And the new you with all the problems seems here to stay. I can't believe this happened to you.
I loved you from head to toes but those people who are influencing you are people who can't fool me. You were a great girl always happy, always smiling, now you always have a drama face, I see you losing the spark day by day, week by week. Stop it. Everyone already noticed that you don't have a happy face.
You have your whole life ahead, be careful what you wanna do and what you wanna be. Be yourself.

Dear you,

Everytime I listen to Simple Plan, I think of you.

Everytime I think of earrings, I think of you.

Everytime I think of China, I think of you.

Everytime I think about Christmas, I think of you.

Everytime I think of cookie, I think of you.

Everytime I think of foreign languages, I think of you.

Everytime I eat something spicy, I think of you.

Everytime I think of sex, I think of you.

Everytime I smile, I think of you.

Everytime I take a shower, I wish you were at my side.

Everytime I go to sleep, I wish you were on the bed laying next to me.



Everytime I think of you, I wanna cry.

tired

Dear you,

It's 12:36pm right now and I woke up an hour ago. I stayed up until 5:30am here on the pc, I never stayed up so late in my life on the pc to try and talk to you and fix our arguement, appologize and make things right again.
I was very sleepy and tried to best to hold on as much as I could but you just acted like you didn't give 2 shits about me. yes, I realize you were upset.

I went to sleep with things unsolved.

When I woke up at 11am (i had 6 miserable hours of sleep), I checked my cell phone. It had a message from you at 7:14am saying "if you wanna make things right, meet me on qq now".

I stayed up until 5:30am to solve it, I was very sleepy and tired so I went to bed and your message did not wake me up. I do want to make things right, trust me, that's my number 1 wish right now, but I would really appreaciate if you thought about my side too and give me another chance.


Sincerely,
Mr. Know it all.

The day I saw snow again

My name's Chris. I was born in an average country to an average family in an average city. Not rich, not poor country. Middle class family. Average size city.

When i was a kid, i went to Serra da Estrela, the highest mountain in Portugal with my family on a family weekend visit. It's a place known for having snow every winter. I was just 7 years old. And then... I saw snow once again on January 29, 2006. Yup... I remember the exact day. It was a day to remember. I was 13, nearly 14.
That time was a special occasion because i saw snow on my hometown.